My mom used to always tell me, ever since I was a child, I had a plan. I ALWAYS had a plan. I had a plan about who I wanted to be, what I wanted to do, how I plan to get what I want, I had a plan for everything. And if that didn't work I'd either have Plan B or freak the f**k out.
It hasn't been till the past five months that I reached a state that was so new to me. I was confused. I was insecure about where I wanted to be in the next 2-3 years and then got scared because I was not sure of what I'm doing now. This is not normal. I hit my quarter life crisis.
Study says that two-thirds of young adults between the ages of 25-30 usually tend to go through this. They too have no idea what they're doing with their lives.
I came across a beautiful article that would describe what I feel perfectly. Unfortunately the writer is unknown but he/she couldn't have expressed it any better and had to be shared.
It hasn't been till the past five months that I reached a state that was so new to me. I was confused. I was insecure about where I wanted to be in the next 2-3 years and then got scared because I was not sure of what I'm doing now. This is not normal. I hit my quarter life crisis.
Study says that two-thirds of young adults between the ages of 25-30 usually tend to go through this. They too have no idea what they're doing with their lives.
I came across a beautiful article that would describe what I feel perfectly. Unfortunately the writer is unknown but he/she couldn't have expressed it any better and had to be shared.
'You start realizing that
people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so
close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met and the people
you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not
realize is that they are realizing that too and are not really cold or catty or
mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job. It is
not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking
for one and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and are
scared.
You miss the comforts of
college, of groups, of socializing with the same people on a constant basis.
But then you realize that maybe they weren't so great after all.
You are beginning to
understand yourself and what you want and do not want. Your opinions have
gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging a bit
more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries
in your life and add things to your list of what is acceptable and what is not.
You are insecure and then secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of
your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly change is the enemy
and you try and cling on to the past with dear life but soon realize that the
past is drifting further and further away and there is nothing to do but stay
where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and
wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you or you lay in bed and
wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough to get to know better. You love
someone but maybe love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing
this because you are not a bad person.
One night stands and random
hook ups start to look cheap and getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts
to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over
and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to
make a decision.
You worry about loans and
money and the future and making a life for yourself and while wining the race
would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!
What you may not realize is
that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our
worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.'
